Are you sure you are in the right spot?

Let's start out with being very blunt. This blog is so not starting out as anything for the reader. This is totally a work of expressive creativity and seeing if I can manage to actually stick with it. I needed something different after almost four months of life being turned completely upside down. I mean come on. We are just starting to maybe approach the end of wave one..... at least the rest of the world is. My life, while overall okay, has been completely upside down since mid March. So this blog..... or whatever we want to call it...... is a way for me to try and process what has happened to me over the last few months as well as all of the steps forward I am about to take. I have a theory for how I want this to play out.... I know about what I want to get from all of this self exploration. So fingers crossed I actually accomplish some of it.

As I move forward with this post.... I want to lay out a bit of a plan for what I am going to be doing here: the things I am going to be writing about and what I want to share. Although I really feel funny saying that I am sharing this with anyone, since I am writing this for me. But who knows, right? Maybe at some point someone else will actually read this and gain something from this or use what I am writing to help themselves through a weird time.

So as far as what I am going to share with myself and maybe some poor sucker down the road who stumbles onto my rambling self exploration.

1. Daily Questions and writing practice. I found these books with 3k questions in them. One of the books is questions about me and the other is a this or that style book.

2. Exactly three days after schools shut down in March, I began a new life changing program through Arbonne. I want to be able to reflect on my continued journey towards getting healthy and fit and maybe share it with someone if they decide to read.

3. I am a week out from starting my second masters program in Curriculum and Instruction. I KNOW I am going to need someplace to process everything I am going to be learning and experiencing over the next year as a student, again.

4. Teaching. At my core, I am a teacher, and I am passionate about that. But oh man, this next school year promises to be something that will probably make me question everything about what I chose to do for a living. But I am sure I will still love teaching a year from now.

5. Finally I want this to be a place for me to just process my life.... from crafting, to living alone, to dating, to whatever else comes up.

Well if anyone has actually read this and made it through all of what I have been talking about and my crazy rambling, then thank you. Hopefully the rest of what I post will be easier to read than this crazy introduction.